First, I know I have some catching up to do. A few things..

I haven't been very well lately, and I don't know why. That is frustrating me the most. You know like, when there is a problem, you can solve it because there is a cause. Now I don't know the cause. I just know that's there something blocking in my mind. I can't concentrate on my school ( Read more... )

         Okay, so I  know I have a lot of catching up to do. I just haven't got a lot of time. I' got back from surf camp, I went to Jospop, a festival. And now school started again. So.. Sit back. Take you time. Here's what happened..

In the end, I was right all the way. Lala fell for A.W. from the moment she met him and she went for it. I've lost ( Read more... )

 
I wish I could take a break from everything for just one day or something because there's always something happening everyday and so I don't even have the time to write about everything and since I'm convinced that my memory isn't working too well, I feel like I have to write. So I'm writing.

Last weekend of May Lala's parents threw a party for the ( Read more... )

 
It's been a very long while since I last wrote something. It's just that so many things have been going on and I just couldn't find the time to sit down and write. The more I postpone writing, the more things happen, so I guess I just have to start from .. last time. From the camping trip, I guess.

So the camping trip. We went from April 17 to 19. ( Read more... )

 Thursdaayy I went to R.D.'s house. It was nice. we lied in the sun all day we had two cocktails and four beers. And once AGAIN I went to English course "under influence". It was nice to hang out with R.D. again, I mean, we've been through a lot and I finally had the feeling that I got my friend back. We talked about a lot of things, about A.W. and ( Read more... )

 On Monday I went to A.W.'s house after school. We were hanging out and watching a film. He was being really nice and I noticed that he was being less distant. First we were alone but after a while his sister, L.W. came home. And suddenly while watching, A.W. said: "L.W., N. smokes." I was shocked, I didn't know that he knew. I tried to ask him who ( Read more... )

So Friday didn't go at all as I planned. Maybe it's my own fault, maybe it's just, you know, faith. I was just so ready to tell him and I felt so much "love" for him and nothing else really mattered to me, not even his response.. but I never got the chance to tell him because he wasn't there on Friday. We weren't at the same party.
So we first ( Read more... )

 
A few things..

Tomorrow there will be a school play reunion, it's going to start again and I really want to join it, because I've done the two past school plays.

Friday is -hopefully- going to be a night to remember. After school we're going to Brussels Park with R.D., Small A, and some other friends, again with a crate of beer, and then I'm going ( Read more... )

I knoowww a lot of time has gone by AGAIN and it's not that I have nothing to tell, au contraire, every day something new happens to me. So quick update.

I ended up being ditched by A.W. on Saturday, during the break. Like I told you we were going to go to the cinema, but we didn't. When he got back, he didn't let me know a damn thing. It's only ( Read more... )

 Zoeey is not making it easy for me. sometimes she's just so rude. I try to do anything to please her, I try to let her stupid comments go because I don't want to fight with her.
Today was her birthday. I bought chocolate and a little present for her. I also gave her a card with, what I thought was nice of me, a message saying I will always be there ( Read more... )